Life without Jesus

Life before I surrendered to Jesus was a very hopeless, wild, and chaotic life. Im not being dramatic either.. there was so much going on in my little head. I tried to drown it all out by getting high. I felt unloved (though I had an awesome and loving mother) I had no life in me other than my beating heart. I was angry, aggressive, and drugged out. I almost went as far as taking molly just to get a stronger high and drinking just to feel drunk so I can forget about it all. I would have a temporary happiness that would quickly leave once my high wore off, and I would quickly seek to get it back. But now? Now I have JOY, yes JOY!! I have life inside of me and I FEEL ALIVE!! I AM ALIVE!! I feel loved and cared for. I feel like I matter. I feel like someone knows me for ME not for the clothes I got, my car, followers, or nothing like that!! For me.. and that is so special to me. Not only that, I GET TO GO TO HEAVEN! I am beyond grateful for Jesus, no the problems don't just wash away but He helps me through them and brings healing and peace. I rather go through the storm with the One who can calm it rather then struggle and drown on my own.

Best decision evaa! ❤️

 

Please share your story below! How was life before Jesus and how is it now? 

Love yall 

-Bri

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To make a long story short, my life without Yeshua Hamashiach was full of fornication, rejection, lust, masturbation, sex toys, lukewarm Christianity, sexual perversion, lies, deceit, Jezebel and the list goes on and on. I was truly lost in sin until Yeshua truly saved my soul and woke my eyes up to the truth because sin blinds you to the truth! The Bible says the god of this world has blinded the unbelievers. I believed in Jesus Christ and had accepted Him as my Lord and Savior when I was in 5th grade and gotten baptized and everything. But, I was not living for Him. I knew church but I didn’t know God for myself. When God truly delivered me and set me free during the pandemic, I completely surrendered my life to Him and God truly set me free!!!!!! I went through sanctification and God healed me of everything I’ve been through and I’ve never had so much peace, acceptance and love. I am truly free now, walking in my purpose and walking in the light. I’m living a life of holiness, righteousness, self denial and I AM ON FIRE for Yeshua Hamaschiach – as a witness to the nations that YESHUA HAMASCHIACH IS LORD OF ALL AND KING OF KINGS!!!!! I can go on and on and on about Him because I love Him so much but God is truly amazing and I’ve never seen anybody like Him. What a wonderful God we serve. Amen?! Amen!!

Thank you my beautiful bri for this opportunity and your beautiful amazing unique business!!!!! Girl thank you so so very much and I’m so happy I got the chance to write this testimony. I wouldn’t trade this life for anything. I truly thank God. It is well with my soul 🙌🏾😪

HALLELUYAH 🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾🙌🏾

Paige

Life before Jesus was hopeless and honestly very confusing. I didn’t know what the Truth was or I was called to be and I didn’t know who God was. I was looking for control and spiritual experiences and because I was confused about who God was I turned to witchcraft and I didn’t know what to believe in. And life with Jesus now is still hard honestly and I still go through things but now I have hope, and now I have a future, I have a Father I can turn to whenever for whatever. And even if I feel myself drifting too far from Him, He always pulls me back in and waits for me with open arms. I never had a Father before and now I do❤️

Jada

Life without Jesus was very empty for me. I grew up in church. My grandfather was a pastor. My mother was a pastor’s kid so I’ve been in church all of my life, but it was religion, traditions, and legalism. It’s been two years going on three that I am now fully understanding and experiencing true relationship with Jesus. I was abused. I was depressed. I didn’t know who I was. I didn’t understand my identity or authority in Christ. I looked for love in all the wrong places, and in all the wrong things I smoked weed every day I drank until I cried and still got up on Sunday mornings to sit in a pew and cry some more I felt like I wasn’t enough for Jesus or I wasn’t good enough. I was raised By the Jezebel spirit, so I was muzzled most of my life ! it wasn’t until the Lord called me to leave my hometown and moved to another state that I am now fully healed, delivered, set free and LOUD for Jesus Christ. I am an ambassador, I am a vessel, and I am His voice, His chosen royalty, Chosen by Royalty ❤️‍🔥

Ciara Clayton

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